I know exactly how you feel and what you feel.

But being single mom is not easy. My mom had to raise me alone and damn every day I think how did she do it. I have my husband and we still feel like we are failing all the time.

But, one thing is important when we raise our children, that they learn by themselves and become responsible. I became mature and adult quite early. Just because I had to learn everything from a very early on: i had to get up on my own, do my breakfast, study and so on. And in fact i am extremely thankful for this. Because I have achieved so much in my 20s just because I know that whatever you do, everything depends on you.

But now about the YOUTUBE. yes - we did the same mistakes. I thought well, let him watch little bit here and there. Well now my life is just HULK and Spiderman and in fact i can see that he mixes reality with the movie, as he is way too young to understand the difference. .. Well here is bonus points for being super parent :D :D :D ! But reading you , i feel like me and you could get along very well !! haha ,

Anyways just keep in mind, you are doing your best and the best thing is to be next to your daughter and have fun!!